Thursday, 23 October 2014

Is feminism the new COOL?

BrittRenee Photography (edited, Creative Commons Licence)

So feminists have complained for a long time that feminism is ignored by the mainstream, derided by the media and is generally under-valued as a movement to tackle social injustice and improve the rights of women. A few older women in the public eye have been vocal about their support for feminism including Meryl Streep, Diane Keaton, Kristen Wiig and Emma Thompson. I love this quote from Maya Angelou:
From FrenchbyDesignblog.
But in general, it has not sat that happily alongside the media whirlwind that focuses on the glamour model, the teen starlet, the boy band.

Of course, in the last few years, things have been a-changing. We see young female actors and musicians "coming out" as feminists:  Lily Allen, Beyonce, Ellen Page, Lena Dunham, Taylor Swift. We see men in the mainlight following suit, Ryan Gosling, Joseph Gordon-Levitt, Patrick Stewart. In the last couple of months, Jennifer Lawrence has become a heroine for our time by declaring the hacking of nude pictures to be a sex crime, rejecting our long history of shaming female sexuality (Jessica Valenti, The Guardian). Emma Watson has given an impassioned speech in her role as UN Goodwill Ambassador, launching her HeShe Campaign in a video that went viral.

This has not been welcomed with open arms by some feminist women. Roxane Gay argues that these young celebrities are not saying anything new, they are simply presenting the arguments in a more attractive package. 
"Feminism should not be something that needs a seductive marketing campaign. The idea of women moving through the world as freely as men should sell itself" (Roxane Gay, The Guardian).
But it is easy to forget that we just weren't talking about feminism in the media at all for a long time. Us feminists cannot just talk and rage amongst ourselves.

I would argue that feminism must aim to do two things. Bring about change, bring others with us. Women and men who are popular, attractive and talented have a huge role to play in bringing a younger generation of women to feminism and highlighting how it has a role in our lives. As we have seen from Women Against Feminism, the idea of feminism "selling itself" has frankly not got us very far. Feminism really is in need of a brand overhaul.

I do need to qualify this, however. I was dismayed to see the move that the Fawcett Society has taken with it's classic T-shirt featuring the slogan "This is what a feminist looks like". Previously a campaign featuring models of all genders, ethnicities and ages, the underlying message was "Feminism is for everyone". Through their latest collaboration with Elle UK and Whistles (one of the more expensive high street fashion retailers), the T-shirt is now re-designed, on sale for £45 and modelled by your classic attractive skinny blonde. This changes the message. This is saying "Feminism is cool". You want to be her. But that shift subtley undermines what feminism is about. It is not about wanting to be someone else. It is about being happy and confident in your skin and fighting for the rights of all women, yes even the ones who aren't blonde, skinny or wealthy.

So do I want feminism to be popular? I guess yes, I want it to be something in the mainstream that people talk about. Do I want it to be cool? No, I guess I don't. I don't want it to be flavour of the month. The Fawcett Society T-shirt will be featured in December's Feminist edition of Elle (their "first ever"!), with all their other features, photoshoots and interviews probably happily ignoring this particular angle, if not in that particular edition, then in all editions following it.

Where Roxane Gay is right is when she says this:
"So long as we continue to stare into the glittery light of the latest celebrity feminist, we avoid looking at the very real inequities that women throughout the world continue to face."
So yeah, buy yourself a T-shirt to spread the word and be happy that the profits are going to the Fawcett Society. But don't get complacent; issues facing women across the world are real, be it unequal pay, rape, trafficking or limited access to education. Unless you are donating serious time, money or stuff to an organisation actually doing the real work to defend, support or promote the rights of women, be it a university society, gender think tank, women's refuge or NGO working abroad, then think again about how much of a feminist you really are.

Otherwise you are about as feminist as my baby is... cute but blissfully unaware!

Friday, 17 October 2014

To Be A Woman

This is a piece I wrote six years ago in a creative writing workshop. 

To be a woman is to be everything and nothing, Woman is nurturer, healer, spiritual guardian, provider of life, the all-seeing and all-doing. Women are essential to the flow of life - the cycles, the actualities, the happenings, they make the social, the civilised, the cultural possible.

Sunday, 5 October 2014

How to update your autumn wardrobe GUILT-FREE!

So it's that time of year when you start rummaging around the drawers under your bed looking for a chunky knit cardigan, a stylish snood or some cosy pyjamas and come up for air with frankly, bits of boring/zany knitwear that you cannot believe you ever bought, let alone wore every day last winter. Can you really justify buying anything new? After all, money is tight these days and the message is "waste not, want not"!

The temptation is to buy something really cheap as a quick upgrade but there's always that nagging feeling in the back of your mind. If a jumper only costs twenty quid, then probably some women and/or children are being screwed over across the other side of the world. The clothes factory disaster in Bangladesh was a real eye opener for a lot of people happily buying a new top every week without thinking too much about who made it or how much they got paid. When the Rana Plaza building collapsed, over a thousand people were killed, shedding light on the huge health and safety risks to workers employed by UK brands such as Primark and Matalan (Sarah Butler, Guardian). Some companies signed up to a legally binding international deal on building safety, including Primark, M&S and H&M but many did not, including Walmart, Gap and Arcadia (the owner of Topshop).

Importantly, poor working conditions don't just relate to cheap clothing. The more you pay for an item does not mean that the person who made it is getting any more than if they made something for Primark. Burberry have moved their "Made In Britain" clothing manufacture to China where a shirt can be made at a cost of £4 and retail in the UK at £150 (Carole Cadwalladr, Guardian). Ker-ching!

Also doesn't the stuff you've already got deserve a second chance? In WRAP's report, Valuing our Clothes (2012) they present these key findings:
  • the average UK household owns around £4,000 worth of clothes - around 30% of clothing in wardrobes has not been worn for at least a year;
  • the cost of this unused clothing is around £30 billion;
  • extending the average life of clothes by just three months of active use would lead to a 5-10% reduction in each of the carbon, water and waste footprints; and
  • an estimated £140 million worth (around 350,000 tonnes) of used clothing goes to landfill in the UK every year.
So on an environmental and financial front, there really is no excuse for not wearing your stuff. And if you really don't want something anymore, throwing it in the bin is just crazy/selfish when there are so many charities crying out for your donations.

But, the thing is, you still REALLY, REALLY want a new jumper. I know this feeling. I do not know what is currently "on trend", what's hot, what's not after London Fashion Week. I do know there is nothing wrong with feeling comfortable and creative in your outfits. Feeling good, be it cosy or confident, can have positive repercussions in a lot of different areas of your life. So if a lemon scarf or an Aztec cape is really going to do it for you, there are some guilt-free options out there.
  1. Oxfam online. Have you been there yet? It is AMAZING. No longer do you have to trawl through charity shops looking for that bargain find (though if you do, go to charity shops in posh areas, they give away really nice stuff!) you can do it on your phone/PC whenever you get a second. Like any good fashion retailer, you can search by item, by size and by colour. Women's, men's, kids'. I am almost reluctant to pass on this information. They have seconds from Whistles quite a lot. I mean it's cheap, your money is going to charity and the clothing is avoiding landfill. Triple whammy of smugness. 
  2. Vintage. Again cheap and avoiding landfill. Very on trend. Watch Dawn O'Porter's show, This Old Thing for inspiration.  Check RetroChick's guide to 10 of the best ebay shops for vintage.
  3. Ethical fashion. If you are going to buy new, check your fashion label. Some are better than others. The Good Shopping Guide has produced a brilliant table ranking high street brands on their ethics. Coming out top are brands like People Tree, Sea Salt, Fat Face and, surprisingly given their prices, New Look. At the bottom are GAP, Primark, George and F&F (Tesco).
  4. Why not develop a capsule wardrobe? This means that you have such a small number of items, each one has to be multi-purpose and something you really love. As many of us just end up wearing the same thing most of the time anyway, we probably have a capsule wardrobe plus another wardrobe of stuff we never wear and could go straight to the charity shop. Bea Jonhson from Zero Waste Home is an inspiration when it comes to the capsule wardrobe. I would really like one but I fear this would just make me shop more in pursuit of my "key pieces". And then I would get bored of it, especially as I really don't like wearing black, usually seen as the most versatile colour.
  5. Focus on accessories.  I am not one of nature's naturally fashion-conscious people. If I did own anything designer, it would never come out of my wardrobe because I would be too worried about wrecking it. Give me a pair of Birkenstocks over Jimmy Choos any day. But I hear accessorising is the way to go. The chunky belt. The statement jewellery. The black boots. The new season update... without chucking out everything you own.
As you can tell, you won't find the latest on London Fashion Week here on Feminist Mum I'm afraid. But I will say, go forth and have fun. Feel good in what you wear for all the right reasons...! 

What's your favourite could-not-live-without piece of clothing? Is it a soft scarf, a pair of comfy trainers, a wear anywhere skirt? 

Tuesday, 23 September 2014

Stories for girls, stories for boys? We all like dinosaurs and tutus in our house!

It all seems so simple. Wander into your local bookshop or library, find something for your little one that is bright, colourful, interesting. It attracts their attention and they wave it aloft, crawling into your lap so you will read them a story. The problem is, more and more often, books are displayed in rows with titles like “Girls’ favourite princess stories” or “Adventure tales for boys”. You would think that was something out of the 1950s, wouldn’t you? Oh no. Campaigns across the country such as Let Books Be Books, are demanding that publishers withdraw books that specify gender in the title and assume a very narrow range of interests based purely on the sex of the child. And, of course, this debate has been going on much longer in the world of toys.

Sunday, 14 September 2014

Brand "family": how we never seem to get that amazing holiday snap

So it's been holiday time recently and whether it be vacations or staycations, no one goes anywhere without a camera or camera-phone these days, so you probably have some photos to trawl through. Rather than like in the olden days when you had a couple of films of dodgy pics to print off (blurred, red-eye, of nothing...), you now have hundreds, possibly a thousand photos of your gang on holiday.

Sunday, 31 August 2014

In defence of the anti-feminists...

Over the summer there has been an outcry amongst feminist commentators and left-wing columnists about the website Women Against Feminism. This website allows individuals from across the globe, mainly young women, to post a photo of themselves holding a placard with an explanation of why they are opposed to feminism. Some of these statements are expressing traditional, conservative, right wing views as you might expect. On August 28th, a woman states “I don’t need feminism because I want to promise my man to love him, honour him and obey him”.

Friday, 25 July 2014

CAREERS WEEK: Getting to grips with childcare!

For working families in the UK, childcare is probably the biggest headache. Choosing the right setting for your child/children, how to make it work with drop offs and pick ups, full-time or part-time, making the sums add up. Women often seem to feel that it all falls on their shoulders; making the decisions, working out whether their salary will cover the childcare costs for 1, 2 or 3 kids. In this rather epic review, I take childcare by the horns; examining the UK childcare situation now and the changes that are coming up.

Thursday, 24 July 2014

CAREERS WEEK GUEST POST: Want to climb the career ladder? What's stopping you?

By Liz Rouse OBE

Where next?  Been doing the same old job or wanting to get back into work? Thinking about stepping on to the management ladder?   

For most of us, the way to progress within an organisation and indeed earn a bigger salary is to take on management responsibilities. If the case studies of "superwomen" profiled in the press are correct, some women can't wait to be managers - to be in charge. Not only do they run highly successful businesses or rise to the top of their profession, they also seem to have wonderful partners and children, and great childcare! But when faced with an opportunity to go into management or take the next step up the ladder, many of us are more ambivalent. Perhaps we are not so eager to take on extra responsibilities, worrying how this will affect our families and how we will manage childcare. Anyway we don't necessarily see ourselves as "managers", part of the hierarchy. Would we have to change, can we be true to ourselves and our values? 

Wednesday, 23 July 2014

CAREERS WEEK GUEST POST: Same World... different planet... What do you want now?

By Kerry Hales
Motherhood is a strange, yet wonderful place and the extra earth shattering news is that now your values have changed too.  You don’t want the same ‘anything’ that you did before – how could you?  So who are you now, and what do you really want?  Here are five exercises on ‘Finding what you want’:

Tuesday, 22 July 2014

CAREERS WEEK GUEST POST: On why motherhood and entrepreneurship can be the perfect fit

Emily Guille-Marrett is a mother of two young boys and founder of new company Here she talks about how having a baby changed her life and gave her the flexibility, creative space and confidence to set up her own business.

Monday, 21 July 2014

CAREERS WEEK: Q&A with Karen Mattison MBE, Co-founder of Timewise

Karen Mattison MBE

Multi award-winning Karen Mattison MBE is the co-founder and director of Timewise, along with business-partner Emma Stewart MBE. Karen was initially motivated by the skilled and experienced women she’d meet at the school gates, who wanted work to fit with family, and is now passionate about the gains for business of taking a more flexible approach.

Saturday, 19 July 2014

Introducing CAREERS WEEK on Feminist Mum

Credit/Howard R. Hollem - Own photograph of original

For women with children, careers can be a tricky topic. Something to steer clear of during parent & baby coffee mornings. The sighs....stressed about going back to work, can't find the right job, stuck in a rut, the childcare problem. The word "career" itself can be pretty intimidating, maybe you don't imagine yourself with a career at all. Maybe you have simply hopped from job to job or juggled several jobs simultaneously to pay the bills. On the other hand, you might be in the career you always wanted but finding juggling family needs with professional demands an unexpected headache. You might be having an identity crisis about opting out for a while (forever???) to spend more time with the kids, or contemplating setting up your own business so you can be the boss for a change.

Friday, 18 July 2014

JOINT POST: On “free birth”. Tempted? Not tempted?

A woman gives birth unassisted at home. 
LaVergerrayCherie-birth, credit Lisa J. Patton, available by Creative Commons license

"Free birth”, or “unassisted birth”, can be defined as the decision by a pregnant mother to give birth unattended by medical or health professionals. This isn’t the stories we all know of babies arriving in hospital car parks or in the lift. It’s not a planned home birth when the midwives get stuck in traffic and the father ends up having to catch the baby. This is a decision to give birth in a place of your choosing with the people you want to be there. Maybe even alone.  A birth without medical supervision or intervention but not without a certain level of risk. In this joint post, Chrissy from AttachmentFeminism and Francesca from FeministMum tell us their opposing views: “tempted” and “not tempted”!

Monday, 7 July 2014

What's in a name?

Edmund Blair Leighton "Signing the register"

So recently there was an article in the Guardian by Lauren Apfel about how she wished she had given her daughter her surname. It sparked quite a lot of interest - what women decide to do with their names when they co-habit, get married or have children is tricky. All, yes ALL, my married friends, many of whom I think of as having feminist leanings, simply switched to their husband's surname. No debate, no inner turmoil. Just the simple, straightforward route. What was the reason? Mainly because they wanted a "family name"; something that would unite the couple and their children, creating a sense of identity and belonging. One friend said she just "sleepwalked" into it.

Sunday, 15 June 2014

Mothers who have abortions - the last taboo

Abortion is a scary topic. It is an extremely powerful and emotive issue with complex arguments over details - number of weeks of pregnancy, how it is performed, who should sign the form, when it is or is not justified. When does life begin?

Friday, 30 May 2014

Attachment Parenting vs the NHS – what’s the problem?

I am a mum of two whose ethos, I would say, is pretty sympathetic to "attachment parenting". In my view, we are basically mammals, and natural birth, breastfeeding, co-sleeping and baby-wearing are all normal and natural things for mothers and babies. Here’s the thing, I am also a qualified paediatric nurse. And NHS professionals often seem to have a problem with attachment parenting.

Friday, 23 May 2014

The reluctant cook

My first attempt at Spanokopita today involved random ingredients in random quantities and a very determined sidekick in a Postman Pat apron that has seen better days. After two broken eggs, a pastry brush rammed through my last crucial sheets of delicate filo, much wailing and gnashing of teeth on both our parts, I was just about still talking to him when the pie made it into the oven. Phew!

Remembered it was in the oven on the cusp of brown to burnt. WIN.  The boy then ripped the top off when my back was turned.  LOSE.

Tuesday, 20 May 2014

The tempting world of diet shakes...

Me looking muddy, healthy and happy! (and clearly never was and never will be a size 8)
You know the dream, mum working from home, makes great income while still being there for the school run?  So, one way that "mum entrepreneurs" are earning much-needed cash these days is by acting as direct sellers for diet companies. Herbalife, The Cambridge Diet, or LighterLife might sound familiar? You sign up for a monthly direct debit and they promise to send you a bag of shake mix and a box of "nutritious cookies". The mums who sell the stuff look great and, I mean, who doesn't want to look half their age and fit into a size 8?

Monday, 5 May 2014

GUEST POST: The view from Norway

Bianca with her son

In the UK, we hold up Scandinavia as the shining light of gender equality, parental leave and quality childcare. Bianca Johansen, a working mum of two, tells us what it's really like having kids in Norway. The road to real equality has great benefits but also sacrifices...

Wednesday, 9 April 2014

School Places: Everyone Only Wants the Best for Their Children Right?

Children at school by Lucelia Ribeiro

Spring is a tough time for parents. 3 March was 'National Offer Day' for secondary school places. 16 April is National Offer Day for primary school places. Parents around the country receive email notifications and letters through the post with news that will certainly impact on their family's day to day life and possibly, their child's life chances. Yes, that nail-biting moment; which infant, junior, primary or secondary school their child will be attending from September.

Tuesday, 25 March 2014

Q&A with Jade Beall, Founder of the Beautiful Body Project

Jade Beall is the founder of the brilliant Beautiful Body Project. As a photographer and mum, Jade started photographing real mothers, celebrating bodies in all their glory, including the stretch marks, c-section scars, bumps and curves. Her beautiful photographs have stunned the world and become a global movement, expanding to include older women, cancer victims and women with disabilities.

Sunday, 23 March 2014

Time for some fresh perspectives?

On the Dining Table/Smylers

In the endless mummy blogs out there, it is really hard to find female writers from diverse ethnic and social backgrounds. It takes time, space and technical skills to generate these blogs fully of witty repartee and stunning photographs of children, baked goods and craft activities, resources which many people just don't have.

Tuesday, 18 March 2014

The elusive "Me time"

Photo by Swire, available by Public License

I have heard recently of two Dads I know taking a bath before work in the morning. I mean, correct me if I'm wrong, but isn't the morning in a house with kids a time of frenzied hair brushing, shoe searching, porridge hurling and debates over which coloured vest to wear? A morning BATH strikes me as something of Mr Darcy-esque luxury...I imagine these blokes luxuriating in warm bubbles, gazing dreamily into the distance. Their valet lays out their attire for the day and waits to give them a proper shave, perfecting their sideburns perhaps...

Monday, 3 March 2014

GUEST POST: Baby feeding is a Feminist Issue

Baby feeding is a Feminist Issue by Chrissy D
For many parents, how to feed your baby seems to be hugely controversial. Whether you choose breast, bottle or a mix of both, you might feel like you need to defend your decision to your partner, family, friends, health professionals or childcare providers. You might find it hard to find information or support. Here Chrissy D, mum of two, breastfeeding advocate and author of Attachment Feminism, looks at why we need to look beyond the barricades. Feminism is about supporting women whatever they choose to do, and tackling a culture that is expert at making mothers feel bad!

Tuesday, 25 February 2014

Save the children #firstday campaign

2.9 million babies a year never reach their second month of life.


Save the Children's new campaign, launching today, is 

Ending Newborn Deaths

Sunday, 23 February 2014

If giving birth is safer than at any other time in history, why is the prospect scarier than ever?

Giving birth is a pretty nerve wracking thing; anyone thinking about going through it or looking back on the experience can testify to that. It seems to me that it is especially terrifying in the UK at the moment, which really shouldn't be the case. In terms of medical advances in monitoring high-risk pregnancies and special care for premature or high-risk infants, we should be comforted that, chances are, mother and baby will come out the other end ok.

Friday, 14 February 2014

I like Valentine's Day. There... I said it!

I know Valentine's Day is supposed to be all tacky and commercialised and sickly and just another excuse for those card manufacturers and chocolate companies and florists to squeeze us for yet more cash...but I like it. You know me, I like a celebration. I like an occasion, especially with a theme.

Sunday, 2 February 2014

"How do I look?" The hang ups stop here...

My 3 1/2 year old daughter has recently started looking in the mirror in our bedroom, usually wearing some fancy dress finery, and asking "How do I look?" I feel slightly paralysed by this question. Do I say "beautiful, sweetheart" and make her feel good or is that reducing her to her physical appearance? Or do I just say "It doesn't matter, honey. It's whether you are a nice, kind person that counts"? I think I've kind of said both but haven't felt very confident in either. It feels like I am skirting round the issue and need to take it by the horns!

Thursday, 30 January 2014

Are you a "motherist"?

There has been a lot of controversy lately about "Motherism". This seems to be about negative attitudes towards women who stay at home to raise their children. After reading Zoe Williams' article in the Guardian back in October, Do stay-at-home mothers upset you? You may be a motherist, I have realised that I was and, I must confess, still am a "motherist".

Wednesday, 29 January 2014

Purees and power struggles...

So this post has a very tenuous link to feminism. It is adapted from a piece I wrote a while ago for our local NCT newsletter about weaning your baby. The thing is, weaning is another one of those things that involves a decision. Parenting always seems to be full of controversy. Epidural versus natural birth, bottle versus breast, sling or pram…and just when you thought all the tough decisions were made, someone asks you how you intend to go about weaning your little one.

Friday, 10 January 2014

The story of Controlling Mum and Disempowered Dad...

On the weekends, the following conversation often takes place in our house...

"Dad! Let's get dressed now..."
"Well, there's not much point in me dressing you, your mother will just change all your clothes."
"No I won't, go on. Daddy will get you dressed".
 A few minutes later. Kids re-appear with Dad, dressed.

Sunday, 5 January 2014

A tribute to my own Feminist Mum OBE

I'm not sure exactly what feminists of the 60s and 70s really wanted, really fought for. I wasn't there. But I think it seemed to be a lot about not being restricted in your life choices. Build a career, travel the world, have kids, forge supportive relationships and make the most of your talents. Never think that you can't do something because you are a woman.

Saturday, 28 December 2013

On enjoying life; "everything doesn't have to be perfect"

Sometimes I worry that this blog is starting to become a form of birth control. On and on I whinge and moan...oh god, we're so tired, the place is such a tip, the kids drive us crazy...blah, blah, blah.... I feel now is the moment to rectify this. For one thing, my sister will never feel like having kids unless I start to put more of a positive spin on it. I think my little ones could do with some cousins one day! Second of all, 'tis the season to be jolly and count one's blessings.

Sunday, 17 November 2013

On princesses...

I've been thinking recently about how much we need to imbue our children with our own principles. I'm not talking morals or ethics, I think most people want their children to be on the same moral compass as they are, whatever that might be. I'm talking politics really and feminism in particular.

Tuesday, 5 November 2013

Waste not, want not...

Once upon a time, I used to be a bit of a greenie. While I'm not sure whether I was an "eco-feminist" (believing that the Western scientific and capitalist framework marginalises women's connection with nature) I certainly felt concerned about the future of the planet in terms of global warming, waste strategies, energy policy and nuclear weapons. Sadly as a haggard mother of two, my eco warrior credentials have taken a poor second to my struggles to get through the day. Recently, a couple of people recommended I read Zero Waste Home by Bea Johnson (2013). It has become a cult hit, a book about an American family's attempt to produce zero waste in a year. I read it in a weekend and was inspired, finally a writer who can knock me out of what she calls "eco-depression" and "action paralysis".

Friday, 4 October 2013

Housework - whose job is it anyway?

Housework by Pascal

The division of labour within the household is something that seems to vary astonishingly between modern families, not necessarily along the lines that you would expect. It amazes me that some women I talk to are still entirely responsible for the kids, the washing, the cleaning, the cooking, the appointments, the maintenance and all the other things which go along with running a family home. Occasionally this seems to be because their other half refuses to lift a finger, sometimes they assume he won't, or more often it is because he works such long hours it is physically impossible for him to do anything other than eat and sleep when he makes it home during the week.

Monday, 30 September 2013

Being a full-time mum whilst keeping those doors opening...

It has been a while since I last wrote a blog post. Normal life things have got in the way; adjusting to the endless pre-school drops offs and pick ups, sorting out the massive crack in both the living room wall and my mobile phone screen. The much-loved family cat dying. To cheer me up, I have got addicted to HBO box sets - Homeland and Girls. So there really has been little time to pontificate about life.

Thursday, 22 August 2013

What kind of feminist are you?

Recently I was looking at subscribing to a feminist website and the question came up: What kind of feminist are you? Um...I thought. Just using the word "feminist" in most circles outside gender studies departments is still a bit controversial, a bit combative, a bit OTT. When flicking through Grazia and Cosmo, you might come up with such insightful quizzes as "Are you a bitch?" and "Is he The One?" or maybe this inspired article, “Can you be a feminist and still love fashion?" What kind of feminist I am hasn't really been a question I asked myself.

Thursday, 18 July 2013

Careers versus parenting: how do you define SUCCESS?

As a child you have a fantastical idea of success - it is being a superhero, going to the moon, becoming a singer, an actor, a footballer. Doing something really special that will make you rich and famous. Then in your teens, the realities of the world kick in. Someone tells you that you need to be really, really good at maths and physics to make it as an astronaut.

Thursday, 27 June 2013

On that controversial topic, SLEEP...

So it has been quite a while since I wrote a blog post. This has mainly been because my baby son has been waking every 1 to 2 hours in some kind of sleep torture scenario, rendering me on the verge of being able to function, let alone write. A phrase I have heard used to describe such an infant is "guantanamo baby"! He has had this sleep pattern for a year now (with occasional brief moments of hope) and our older daughter has always kept us from that amazing cure, the lie-in. So why did this suddenly mean things ground to a halt in the last few weeks?

Monday, 20 May 2013

Living in fear; the non-stop media whirlwind of violence against women and children

Every morning I turn on the radio and another family TV stalwart of the 60s, 70s or 80s is proclaimed a sexual predator, a rapist, a paedophile. The next item will relate to the recent kidnap or murder of a small child. The following item gives more details about the three women kidnapped a decade ago as teenagers, living imprisoned while surrounded by their unsuspecting neighbours.

Monday, 6 May 2013

Trying to be happy...

Sometimes no matter how lucky you are in life, you feel down. Or insecure. Or like you don't belong. It is a tough emotion that comes and goes, starting when you're just a little person getting to grips with the world. You might be able to cope with it better as you get older but you are never immune. It is what you want to protect your children from on their first day of school, whilst knowing that you can never completely shield them from the realities of life.

Sunday, 7 April 2013

On motherhood and class...

Apparently the British class system is on the wane, dying out as we all enjoy a more united and uniform society, barriers are broken down and snobbery is something last seen in the 70s as Margot patrols Tom and Barbara's fence with disdain in the The Good Life. According to the latest class calculator, the typical upper, middle and working class distinctions are no longer accurate representations of society and now 7 classes are required to describe our social groupings, based on things such as an interest in opera versus social media.

Tuesday, 26 March 2013

20, 30, 40...when is it ever the "right time" to have a family?

Pregnancy test by Jon Large, available under Public Licence
As I was baking banana cake for the playschool Easter Fair this evening, I wondered what life would be like if we didn't have children. We would still be in the big smoke, no doubt. Well rested, well traveled. A stone lighter. I would be on the career ladder with more confidence and skills, putting in the extra hours guilt-free to try and nab a promotion. Probably planning a weekend with the girls. We would be going to more gigs, seeing more films, getting drunk. Question is, would I be happier?

Friday, 8 March 2013

How kids bring a whole new dimension to the tricky art of making friends...

Before life changed forever
Now everyone knows that the easiest way to meet people when you're new in town is through one or both of the following: kids and dogs. Rather like the English can always fall back on that conversational mainstay, the weather, the long-suffering child or pet owner always has something to talk about, something to share with that fellow carer of needy, temperamental beings.

Sunday, 24 February 2013

Besotted with boys...

I remember finding an article some years ago while flicking through my mother's copy of "Good Housekeeping", (not sure that's a feminist read!) The article was called something like "The love affair which can never end in marriage..." and showed pictures of women with their young/teenage sons. "Ugh, wierd!" I thought and flicked on.

Monday, 18 February 2013

A Women's Liberation Movement Woman

Judith Viorst

My Dad gave me a book of poetry called "It's Hard to Be Hip Over Thirty" for my 30th birthday. I thought it was a rather depressing gift (I may have been feeling a little sensitive as it was only 10 days after the arrival of baby number 2!). The other day he told me to have another look and, considering the context is 1960s New York, a lot of it rings true. Here is a very apt poem from the collection.